My biggest problem ? MYSELF?

i tell people i don't hate anyone.... the truth ? i hate myself more than anything

I hate the way i look and act.
I hate that no one cares enough
i hate the fact that every time i log onto facebook or mxit NO ONE SPEAks to me
Im loosing the only person who did ever speak to me. he told me he cared but that was before we met , now he doesn't anymore , i feel like i just annoy him.
My family couldn't care less about me.

I just wonder is anyone ever gonna love me. am i that unlovable ??

I just want a friend who talks to me BOTH Online and off.
My mom always asks why no one calls me ? how do i tell her its because everyone hates me

I don't get sms anymore

My mom also asks why i never go out on sat nights ( when im not grounded ) and i cant tel her its because no one wants me.. and she is starting to believe i get myself grounded so i don't have to face not going out which is SO NOT TRUE.... i wanna go out so badly.

Im so tired . i wanna give up i just cant bring myself to do it.

the thing i miss the most is when HE used t0 say that he doesn't want me to go Offline because he wont have anyone else to talk to .. never happens anymore
i feel he has gotten someone better than me
I also miss the way we used to taLK.

tO PROVE MY FRIENDS DONT CARE
Most of them have been sending this message to each other over facebook

""""First of all, I want you to know that you're an amazing friend. If I didn't get this back, I understand. But I Have a game for you. Once you read this message, you must send to 15 people you really care about. If you receive back at least 7, you're loved ♥""""

Nice to know how close i am with all of them. NOT 1 FROM ANY OF THEM!!

im nearly dead inside .. im scared i might just cause the same on the outside



Uh yeah my family dont care about me !
if they did i would have seen my dad im the past 6 and a half years
or my mom wouldnt keep saying what she does to me!

im not even gonna go into that crap!

they seriously dont
11 months ago
Musso thanks

but thats my problem. ive lost interest at everything because i have never been able to succeed . the only thing i do is walk around with music blasting and sit on my pc ( cant function without my headphones on anymore )

I have asked my friends but they are always busy and i do speak to them online but they take forever to reply so ive given up on trying!

 

D: what is your IGN please and asmo/elyos? and sever

 

1: Quit your online life
2: Quit visiting that retarded website called Facebook
3: Your parents love you,you are just a teenager who has all her hopes down. You dont realize it.
4: Its not that bad,it will pass. It always does.
5: Listen to me.

 

Ctrl+ c, Ctrl+ V <3 GJ

 

DRAMA Q_Q.

-.- shoot your self in the head w/ a gun that is loaded and burst your brains out.

Everybody feels that sometimes but your not the only person who has that situation.

if i were you roll your face on the keyboard!! LoL!

 

Just because everyone can feel this way does not make it any less depressing to this person. Dont be so insensitive... though idk why its posted on here where they are going to get the worse responses possible but O.O to each their own I guess. Oh and next time you tell someone to shoot themselves stfu

 

I'm unsure if I should troll this or not.

 

Teenager Psychology 101.

 

ive already experienced this piece of crap and more. what his feeling is not half what ive been through. so i can be insentsitive so back at you BIATCH!

 

You don't know brainlowpower you've been had ROFL

 

Wow, that was really rude and thoughtless.

 

I feel the same. But should I kill myself? NO. Find some other things to do and stop expecting friends and family to care for you, live and show them that you can do it by yourself

 

1 - Maybe they don talk to u, cause ure the one that stopped doing it.

2 - U need to get laid!

3 - My laptop also works only with headphones cause i broke a little thing inside the jack. If thats the case for u, u need to make 2 .bat files so they change the config. Allowing u to activate the headphones panel and disable.

4 - There are so many ppl to talk

5 - There are always ppl around us. always.

6 - Emo state is a pain, now move your ass and cheer up yourself, there is so much to do.

7 - TROLOLOL?

8 - GL

 

ill add you at my HATERS LIST xD

im just getting directly to the point

what he is experiencing right now is only half of what im been through.

 

So basically you think that everyone elses feelings are invalid because you think you've felt worse. Thats very self centered isnt it

 

verything in nature has one common desire, and that is to achieve perfection. The only way to achieve this is by being the exact opposite. By being messed-up, by making mistakes, by disappointing the people whom you look up to, by getting hurt by the ones you love most. Coz these events are the only thing that can make us grow. So dont let your limitations stop you, dont let your fear of being wrong nor your fear of getting hurt hold you back from living your life. Always put in mind that every bad thing that happens to us will just push us one step closer to perfection

 

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my main point don't share your lack of self-enlightenment and making barriers among yourself and those whom you call friends. this thread is just to attract attention. youve got LoLed.

 

I have a macro for that in-game.

 

This person summed it up pretty nicely for you.