WTF is Wrong?

So .. umm.. yea..
It's me again, with another annoying yet kinda interesting and useless post.

TL;DR : FUU D:

So, I was having dinner Yesterday, what I was eating isn't relevant, if it had chocolate it could have been better.. but meh, it didn't , lol.
I knew the person I'm dating with atm wouldn't come till 12pm or so since she had to practice with her Band [They play progressive music, dunno if any of you fancys that music, I don't since they focus on Harmony whereas the gender I love focuses on BPM's which is the thing I was born to made, lol ;D] so yah.. I was kinda watching TV, and my DotA team called me, meaning we'd have some fun in some random CM's with EHOME. For me it just meant a way to make time pass till I could meet her again.
After a few games, around 11:50 pm. I got a call from her saying she'd go to drink something with Nichole or w/e her Effing name is.
Ofc my reaction was totally retarded and all I said was - "ok, Have fun, I guess"
She said she'd be back at 4am, Since my DotA team was there and they had all night to play, I decided to stay and pwn some N00bs, lol , which also would help me to wait her awake.
But as it seems, she never got home at 4am, nor 5 am, 6, 7 nor 8...
I spent the whole goddamn night awake waiting for her while playing with my DotA team, watching the clock and feeling like crying since The singer in her band is a girl and also fancys girls, and she's way better than me as it seems...
So I just took a shower, and sent her a message asking for her whereabouts.. All she said was -"I'll head home in a while" . To which I replied negatively and sent her to hell, we can say [To avoid the flames I said at that moment].

I believe she tought I'd head to sleep like I always do and wake up around 2pm, giving her enough time to get back and say she was here ever since 4am, yet She couldn't even make up a lie to at least justify the reason she wasn't home -.-

So my lil question /s:

WTF is wrong with ppl nowadays? Don't they think about other's feelings? Do they even care?
Why everyone has to be SO F*CKING shallow? Perhaps it's just me? Cos I'm too ugly and once they find a better girl they just dump me like a disposable tissue? am I just that? a freakin toy ppl can play with?
Why all my goddamned relationships end up with the person I love cheating on me or even lying to me about getting F*ING MARRIED.

I don't really expect an answer to all those questions.
and I don't want ppl to feel shame for me, it's the last thing I want to.. I just despise that kind of ppl.
Guess I just can post this here since noone else'd listen to me afterall, same goes with my MSN contacts, Funny how ppl can act as "friends" in the good times and due to their hipocresy they just leave you alone when ur having a bad time.
I'm also fed up, please don't send me any PM saying "I'll be your friend" ,or w/e you might say, since All the PM's I got here ended up in nothing and ppl w/o even talking with me.. not even a single "Hi".

Maybe it's me the one who's wrong.. I don't really know since I never cheated on anyone, I never did anything wrong, I always try to hard to please the person I'm with since I dislike ppl feeling uncomfortable with me, I never talk about depression nor anything, I even got to hide my bad feelings [Thing that's not that hard due to my life] In order to make someone feel fine.

I don't really get WTF does ppl want nowadays. Guess all they look for is for a fk*ng model as girlfriend with no brain but she MUST be pretty.. Stupid shallow tards <.<

Srry for some rage comments, I get that most ppl say they're not like that.. but All those who said that ended up being exactly the same.. How ironic, huh?

If someone has something to say other than flames or feel shame for me, I'd be glad to take those comments.

 

from my own exp i got tons things to say about these stuff to lazy now . anw nice thread you made, deep from heart is what i like dont be up set thats all i can say now.


P.S internet "friends" doesnt count as friends at all...