Guts?

Meh.. Just a random question.
My friend kinda had a shitty year till now.. And it seems he tried to shoot himself... but sadly he didn't had the guts to do it.
He was somehow surprised once my brother told him my story when it comes to suicide attempts, yet all failed b/c of him.

Umm.. so that just made me wonder.


If you had a Crappy life and you decide to shoot yourself, Would you have the guts to Pull the trigger?


Another question.
If you fall in love with a heterosexual female and she's got a BF, yer you tell her you love her and somehow she tells you she also likes you, yet you see her with Her BF almost all day since apparently she cares about him and doesn't want to hurt him. [Provided by the fact that that lil bastard CHEATED on her 5 times or so].. What kind of person does something like that? .__.

 

I wouldnt have the guts to pull the trigger , thats for sure . Im actually glad about it...

"What kind of person does something like that?:
Someone who is very insecure , afraid, scared of changes , and has a low self esteem i'd say . I'd never , not in 1 billion years stay with someone thats cheating on me , darn i'd even beat the living hell outta him if possible. If he did it 1 time...there will be more and more times ,the relationship will fade away eventually and she will be left aside hurting...

 

I would not have the guts to pull the trigger. I've been at low parts in my life, and suicide was just never an option.
I've always had someone else to think about, and to take care of.

I have met people who did pull the trigger and I've seen what it does to families, and friends. It's terrible, and when you know how much your life being lost could affect others in such a negative way, you start thinking twice about pulling a gun out on yourself.

I don't really understand what you're asking in the second question. But I will link something that I found.. just true for someone like that. I will edit this post soon as I find the link.


Edit: http://forum.gameznetwork.com/f59/sometimes-i-wish-i-could-like-aegis-104351/
The link is worth the read. Will make you sad.
Although it is about a heterosexual person, the moral of the story goes beyond sexual orientation.

 

Would never even consider suicide. Refer to the thread about suicide in the serious discussions section. It's for the weak and selfish.

 

Ugh no I wouldnt pull the trigger. I probably can't although some nights when I go to bed I dream of not waking up...that calms me down and puts me to sleep.

@relationships It's hard to find genuine people that aren't hypocrites. Most people seem to me that are uhm very very shallow andfake. I was stupid once I thought life was all about it I want to have someone so effing bad but still I won't settle down for anything less than I least expect.

 

Typical of suicides is that they are not in the right state of mind, so usually their attemps lack common sense, hence they fail. If I were so destroyed to even consider that, which by the way, I dont support it, but cant deny that it happens. I ll do it in a way I couldnt survive no matter what.

 

Trust me.. My mind is totally Fked up.. and there's only 1 person that really understands me somehow, And it's funny cos when you need friends you realise that being antisocial closes all the doors, lol ;D
Guess I got some sort of internal issue .. But well.

Guess not many ppl might have the guts to do smt like suicide..
I'll admit I tried to do so over 5 times, yet you don't know my life nor what happened to me, And I guess NOONE will, I'm pretty sure of that.

Thanks for the replies, tho. Guess I'm not wrong when it comes to the relationship stuff.. but well, I gotta get used to be a toy for people till they find a prettier gem (?) G_G (Like if I was cute, LMAO)

The funny thing was.. that I was fine when I was alone.. but now I fell in love with that stupid girl and I can't get her out of my goddamned mind .__.
And once again, everything turns to Sh*t ;D ;D ;D
Yaay.!

Lucent's Story is actually the same that happens to me tbh.. Even tho I'm not a guy.
Still the same thing.
Nowadays every single girl screw with every single girl / guy they see.. And barely care about other stuff.. It's always like that.. they never care about some other's feelings .. They just look for someone pretty to scr*w with and that's it.
But well.. I feel sorry for all of them cos they won't ever know the right person. So sad and at the same time so funny.

P.S. : 4x Redbulls with Vodka doens't make any good to my head when it comes to typing stuff over here.