Hell's Merry-Go-Round

Poor child.

 

I've been in a horrible situation for the last 2 1/2 years. Got in a major car accident & hurt my back. I now have 4x bulging discs, 2x facet osteoarthritis, 2x nucleus dessication, 2x degenerative disc disease, and some of my lower back muscles don't work. I was in extreme pain doing anything other than lying on the recliner fully reclined. I was forced to stop working after about 3 months because I could not stand the pain. I was jobless my mother at the time relied on my income to help support us and my 3 brothers. I was able to get on short term disability which needless to say seemed to run out as soon as it started. I have not been able to settle with the insurance company because they are dragging it out. I lost my health benefits when I quit work and by this point I had quite a few abscess teeth. (So I was in major pain, jobless, about to be put out on the street with my family.) (At this point I was seriously considering suicide) Then one day my mother got promoted and was financially stable, I moved back to missouri to live with my dad giving my mom a break on having to support me. My life started to change for the better. about 3 months ago the pain stopped all together. Getting even better. Now I got an interview for a decent job, looking at going to a trade school, and cant wait to start. I also found out I should be getting a settlement pretty quick like.

The point is things can get bad, REALLY BAD. But, they can only get so bad before they get better.

What kept me going was I kept thinking there are people out there in worse situations than me.
That sooner or later it has to get better.
Sure enough it did get better.

 

Seems like your parents will always keep saying things that you don't like and that maybe they shouldn't have said. Happened to me too recently, I was pretty satisfied with school and anything and they kept saying that I should have studied more (just an example, I know that the thing that your mom told you is worse than that:$).
So anyway, you need to have someone by your side. My sister is the person that can make me feel better when I hear shitty stuff from my parents But also, I always forget about these things when I go out with my friends and have fun. Tons of positive energy, tons of fun:3
You should do that too, talk to someone, go out with some other friends, and don't forget that I, personally, love you, even though I'm not a real life friend, and you can talk to me about anything and whenever you want to. <3

 

Spoiler

oh my gosh, i hope you are okay now D:
Youre lucky enough to survive <3

haha sorry for the late reply, was sleeping ><"
<3 i love you too
parents and lecture, they just keep going on and on and on and eventually it turns into a Lie.