item lost When error occured

hi, i just updated my aion just now and played it, and now i was socketing godstone the ACBJ one that can be bought in a npc by using abyss points, i was going in and out in primium fortress and now suddenly lag came out and a little sec a error msg appeared that wants me to send it cancell it and i forgot the other choice, and i choose cancell, i log in again, my godstone in my weapon is gone :andy: no more abyss points to buy them. And the question is are godstone perma or not? or am i bug.